I don’t want to breastfeed

I feel at a loss for how to approach this subject and am expecting our first in a few weeks.

I feel pressure from many different sides to breastfeed, but I’ve never had the desire to breastfeed. I haven’t had the easiest pregnancy (several complications) and it all feels so overwhelming to add this element on top of everything else going on.

For moms who have tried but went to formula, didn’t try breastfeeding at all, or who have combo-fed.

How did you handle the first week? The first month? What did you do in the hospital when your child was born? How did you plan for feeds?