36 weeks…regretting all the traveling I didn’t do before pregnancy :(

Sorry if this sounds selfish…I just hit 36 weeks and looks like baby will be here soon. But since the past few days, I am feeling anxious and low about losing out on a few things that I’d been taking for granted for years…

• the solitude that recharges me (I’m an introvert who draws energy from silence and alone time.
• I have a remote job and while I did travel a bit, I am now realising I could’ve traveled so much more, especially given the nature of my job. Now making spontaneous plans will be so tough.

Feeling anxious that I won’t get to do this as easily again.

Please know this bub is very much loved and planned…but these thoughts have been bothering me for the past while now…

Edit: I am So overwhelmed with all the love, support and encouragement you all have given me!! I don’t feel alone in this anymore and reading your stories has given me the confidence that I can indeed keep traveling and exploring once little one is here! Thank you so much to you all ❤️❤️