Finding new love again

It’s been almost 2 month of my break up(I’m dumper) and it’s still hard af… I am kinda sentimental girl dreaming of “true love” so this like this kills smth inside me, the feeling that “he might be the last one” for me. I’m still not over him, but I am scared that I will never find love again and be in relationship again

Can anyone tell me their stories how u thought u never gonna love again and then (after some time) in a happy relationship

I’m running out of hope, life been like shit, but now I feel like I’m gonna die alone which is scare for me(it is important for me to find soulmate, do not change my mind or tell me find some new dreams plz🙏🏻)