Depression significantly affects my looks!! I need a Sub😭😭

Looking at my gallery, I’ve noticed a pattern. My physical appearance significantly changes whenever I’m depressed. My eyes look dead, my skin gets darker(as if life has been removed out of me 😭) I don’t even know how to explain it, but I’m going through depression now, and I look wayyyy different😭.

Please suggest me subs that will help my mental state. I tried a lot of things but I think I need something that will deal with the issue on a subconscious level!!