I ruined my own life

I’m the textbook definition of a loser. I’m hopelessly addicted to social media and video games. I’m ugly as hell because I’m too lazy to work out. Every time I try to change, I always end up at square one. I’m such a disappointment to my family. My dad owns a business, my mom is a dance instructor, and my sister has aspirations of becoming a streamer. Meanwhile I sit in bed all day crying and moping like a loser. I don’t think I’ve showered in days. Probably explains the awful smell in my room. To be honest, I don’t even know how I graduated given how lazy I am. Please do not end up like me. Push yourself beyond what you think you can do. Don’t waste your life.

Edit:I’m 19