asking for some insight :)!

Hiii!! Has anyone who identifies as Agender dealt with wanting to express more “feminine” yet conflicting that with whether or not I want to be a full binary trans girl ? (I am amab in case needed).

It’s been difficult to distinguish lately for me as I’m not too sure I’d love being read as a fully binary trans girl nor read as a fully binary guy…

I’m just a lil dood person doing me and wanting to exist without needing to be a girl (sometimes wanting to?) or being a boy (sometimes I rly do enjoy being a man! Embracing myself as my own “masculinity” through being agender/enby has aided)

Just food for thought! If anyone has similar xp feel free to share :D