I tried something… and now I can’t stop thinking about it

Hi… I don’t even know how to start. I’m new here and have been reading sooo much over the past few weeks. One topic, in particular, kept getting stuck in my head… and I just had to try it myself. 🙈

Last night, I went for a walk. It was already dark, no one was around, and my heart was pounding so loud. I wasn’t sure if I should really do it… but then I took a deep breath, told myself no one would see – and suddenly, it happened. My sweater slipped off my shoulders, then… nothing between me and the cold night air. My skin tingled everywhere, and my mind went completely blank. I had no idea it could feel this intense. 😳

Am I crazy, or have you ever done this too? 🙈 I felt so nervous afterward and… honestly… kind of incredibly alive. I think I want more