Regret

Just like the title says. I have such regrets right now. My surgery was 2/20. I'm 31 years old and my SW was 234 and cw is 210. As far as weight loss, I've been feeling pretty good. But my body just seems to be working against me ever since.

I've had constant constipation issues for the past few weeks and my body just seems to hate me right now. Im also begining to eat regular food and I've been wanting to eat Soo bad. But it seems like every time I do eat, I can hardly eat much and it just makes me so sad. All I want to is cry right now because I feel like I took all the joy out of my life. Will this ever get better?