I’ve been up since Friday with the baby

I’ve barely seen my husband since Friday. He’s been outside doing God knows what. He was at church for 12 hours on Sunday. It’s Monday. He’s going out twice this week to add to it. If I tell him I need help he’s going to get upset. If I don’t want him to go out, he’s going to get upset. If I go to my mom’s for help, he’s going to get upset. Our son is the only thing keeping me awake.