:( sad on my birthday

It’s my 30th birthday today and I didn’t even get a card from not one person… my family gets me a card and makes a cake every single year… guess when you become a raging drug user and f*ck your life up at my age, it’s frowned upon..

Worst birthday of my whole entire life. All I want to do is cry and I’m stuck at my parents in the middle of NOWHERE in PA.

Struggling hard :(