I'm scared of bottom surgery and its recovery process, but I really want to get it.

Hi! I'm a 17 year old, planning to transition medically to female when I'm 18. That's just in one more year! I've been waiting my whole life for this I could cry!! I want to move into college and live on-campus. Once I get settled I want to start hormones as soon as I can and use them consistently. I also really want to get bottom surgery when I'm older, but the thought of it scares me, especially some horror stories, which I try to avoid, as they discourage me and make me more dysphoric.

I want to know that if I get it, will I be okay? And will I truly be happy with how my genital functions and sexually satisfied with it? I need to hear more success stories. The chance of something going wrong while in recovery seems high. I don't like the idea of being in the hospital 24/7 because of things going wrong. That thought is scaring the hell out of me. I still know I want to do it, but I need to hear more success stories.

I heard it takes longer than 6 months to heal. I'm a horny ass person, THAT'S A LOT. Sorry, I'm tryna make jokes to lighten up my mood, but please somebody reassure me while keeping it real. Don't say discouraging shit though.